I don't envy the person that goes through this... the couple that goes through this... the family that goes through this... I wouldn't wish it for anyone.
1 year ago, today we found out our little Squirt had passed. What we didn't know is that "delivering" baby Squirt would be just the beginning. Just shy of 17 weeks, we found out that day... one year ago that our baby had stopped growing between 13-14 weeks and no longer had a heartbeat... likely around Christmas.
What few people know is that my doctor's wife, the midwife at the practice showed up just in time to deliver Squirt & asked me if I wanted to see who this treasure was that we had lost. I declined. There are days I wish I had chosen differently but with my hubby & kiddos in the next room, I wanted to start to move on.
There's nothing like losing a baby to bring up every fear in the world. It was that loss that led us to declare it our "Year of Faith," a year that will likely to ever live in our minds.
Please keep us in your prayers. Sunday is another hard day ahead of us.
We miss you, Squirt on your 1st angelversary. Keep Little One close, okay?
What a day...
*Melis*
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